Anime Fanbase - THE RECAP

Basically this

Me

I'm such a lonely fucker. Everyone seems to hate me for some reason. Nobody cares about me. Some people are nice to me, but truth is they don't want me around. I've spent my life buried in video games and anime. It's a way to space out of reality. It makes me feel better, saving the world single handedly from evildoers. But it's all fake.... I can't even get good grades in school and I'm a clumsy fucktard. I tried getting people to like me. I tried to have multiple hobbies and have lots of talents. I then realized nobody was paying attention to me. Not on Youtube, not in real life..... I am mad at this world. What the fuck does everyone want. Even mentally retarded kids get more respect and attention than me. After about 15 years of my life I started experimenting with drugs. I tried pot, LSD, meth and legal drugs (like prescription), hoping to feel better. It wasn't so interesting. LSD was one exception, it was really beautiful. I heard LSD tells you about how fucked up the world is. After consuming the acid I didn't learn anything except have a good time. I guess I already knew how fucked up this world is..... I took my second trip..... there were many faces of familiar faces.... from my favorite animes (I thought wow this is some powerful shit)..... they told me to keep on living, to not give up, to not die. I thought about dying really deeply. What would happen if I died? I can't be for sure that it's eternal peace or happiness. It could be eternal pain. After that second trip I learned that the meaning of life, is to live. That's all I had to do. Whatever comes by I just have to endure it.... Keep on living......

Nobody is going to read this but if you did, I hope you enjoyed this deep philosophical bullshit I repulsed onto my keyboard.