UPDATE 6/9/2012

America is making me a weeaboo. It's just sucking so hard I have no choice.

Anime Fanbase - THE RECAP

Basically this

Me

I'm such a lonely fucker. Everyone seems to hate me for some reason. Nobody cares about me. Some people are nice to me, but truth is they don't want me around. I've spent my life buried in video games and anime. It's a way to space out of reality. It makes me feel better, saving the world single handedly from evildoers. But it's all fake.... I can't even get good grades in school and I'm a clumsy fucktard. I tried getting people to like me. I tried to have multiple hobbies and have lots of talents. I then realized nobody was paying attention to me. Not on Youtube, not in real life..... I am mad at this world. What the fuck does everyone want. Even mentally retarded kids get more respect and attention than me. After about 15 years of my life I started experimenting with drugs. I tried pot, LSD, meth and legal drugs (like prescription), hoping to feel better. It wasn't so interesting. LSD was one exception, it was really beautiful. I heard LSD tells you about how fucked up the world is. After consuming the acid I didn't learn anything except have a good time. I guess I already knew how fucked up this world is..... I took my second trip..... there were many faces of familiar faces.... from my favorite animes (I thought wow this is some powerful shit)..... they told me to keep on living, to not give up, to not die. I thought about dying really deeply. What would happen if I died? I can't be for sure that it's eternal peace or happiness. It could be eternal pain. After that second trip I learned that the meaning of life, is to live. That's all I had to do. Whatever comes by I just have to endure it.... Keep on living......

Nobody is going to read this but if you did, I hope you enjoyed this deep philosophical bullshit I repulsed onto my keyboard.

Is This Me When I Grow Older

Shocking..... but I don't seem too surprised.

Friday, March 23 2012, 4:30 AM

I don't know if it's just me being depressed, but I've began to lose interest in anime.
THIS
Is a bad thing.
Why?
80% of my life depended on this drug. Because of this, I've found no other purpose in life.Nothing else seems interesting to me. Nothing is really worth living for.....

I'm a shit blogger and I can't think of anything else to write. So here's a blog entry that basically sums up my feelings.

http://jphinano.wordpress.com/2009/01/28/anime-and-manga-fading-away-from-my-life/

Emo Weeaboo Faggots and The Anime Fanbase

I've always wondered why most people chose Kuroneko over Kirino.....

Or Stocking over Panty.....

Personally I think Kirino is cuter than.... why do they call her Kuroneko? Why don't they just call her by her real name?

I also prefer Panty over Stocking..... considering Stockings' taste in men.

Do they like the Gothic style or something?

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THAT HALF THE FUCKING ANIME FANBASE CONSISTS OF THESE
FAGGOT
WAPANESE
EMO WEEABOO
FUCKTARDS
WHO OBSESS OVER GIR AND THINK THEY HAVE GOOD TASTES IN WOMEN

Umm

Uhh, weed

I quit weed! I recently had an experience with weed like this one
http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/Ve-Done-Acid/559060
And so.... altogether I quit ecstasy as well. I'm done with drugs.


Wanna know what's funny? An anime otaku, doin' drugs. I must be really crazy.

Note: Weed is not a drug, it's a plant. But it's one hell of a plant, never smoking that crap again.

Sunday, March 04, 2012

I've really fucked up my life and reputation. I did some really stupid things. I wanna move somewhere far far away, like Japan.

No.

I want to start over as a Japanese baby with all my memory in tact.
However that's too much to demand for unfortunately.

I'm just some loser anime otaku. Can't even get good grades in school.
I don't even know what I'm going to do when I get out of school. Don't even know if I'd even get into college.
Fuck this gay Earth.

Those Japanese fuckers and their cheat codes....

Yeah

I'm a poor faggot

Why does DJ equipment have to be so expensive....

I like music but I don't really have any talents so I guess I'll have to be a man stripper for my occupation....... and not even in Japan.

Acirema

I need to stop watching videos of Japanese schools.

Sunday, February 26, 2012

Some of my friends came over to my house unexpectedly to give me gifts.
They were glad that I wasn't dead.
This moment made me realize that I should appreciate life more.

God Hates Me

I'm a collector you see, I like my stuff new and unused.
Prices like these make me cry.

The Composition of the Anime Fanbase

Here's a chart I made that accurately maps out the anime fanbase:

Narutards: Those annoying fuckers who obsess over some transsexual who wears a retarded headband.

Weeaboos: The ones who mix Japanese and English.

Suicidal Weeaboos: Weeaboos who want to kill themselves because they don't live in Japan.

Closet Weeaboo: In public you can't tell if this person is a weeaboo or some sort of Otaku.

Hardcore Anime Otaku: 

Serious Retards Who Can\\'t Take Jokes: Like mods and admins on an anime forum

Suicide

I recently recovered from a suicide attempt.
I don't know what to do now.
I feel suicidal again, except more pragmatic.
Maybe if I die I'd go to Japan.
But I've been thinking.
I'm not sure what would happen if I die.
What if it's.... eternal pain?
I guess I'll have to wait.

Now I'm being serious

Fuck

Grand Opening

Fuck